I need a different person to ist me in this project; please?

If myex boyfriend remains to be the one in the charge I will nver be able to rise again; please find another person to it me instead of this monster that I cannot tolerate anymore; if this goes on I will die tomorrow. I do not wnat this person; John Umale to be my boss or mentor or anything anymore. Please find me another boss. I know you can all read this; please enlighten his mindm and put some sense to it; I AM CRAWLING HERE WITH NOTHING the least I care now is perfection; I cant be prefect anymore after what Ive been through I want a way out of all these even if it means a grimmer future I couldnt caer any less it has been grim for ten months now it will not make any difference. Please help him find a very successful career woman; a perfect one so he will nt keep pushing me; I cant be perfect when im broke and my mom is suffering. I dont even have a comb for chrst sake; thats how difficult it is here. So if there another person who can manager me for now; please do so. It will still be saved as long as its not John anymore; thats how costly this has been for us; it destryed our relationship which I value so much. But he decided to gamble our relationship for this so this what he gets. Find him another girlfreind; soene perfect and wealthy.